Crowded sidewalks

I'm going to the city until Saturday, Read my blogs.


I've been getting a lot of positive feedback on my blogs, so thanks for taking time out of your day to read, and absorb my mindset- To be a writer you have to say what others are afraid to say, There will be plenty of that here :]



I feel like everybody talks about myspace as if its the devils advocate
- MEANWHILE EVERYBODY HAS ONE.
-If you talk down about myspace its probably because you get zero love on your page, making it boring FOR YOU, as for me it's entertaining and I love seeing the younger generation walk in the footstep's I once walked in
(when I first made my myspace in 2005!) -so I have a chance to say;

"damn what the f$@#$ was I thinking?!"

lmao, its true I do say it... But myspace is what you make it- If your doing dirt your myspace & sending out 2392040248 friend request to porn stars everyday- NO SHIT YOUR GUNA GET CAUGHT- damn genious you shouldn't be having cyber slides in the first place. If your talking shit in somebodies hidden comments -NO SHIT YOUR GUNA GET CAUGHT- everybody knows the code to see hidden crap, If your posting angry blogs on myspace and somebody suggest therapy- NO SHIT YOUR GUNA GET ASKED- nigguh you shouldn't be posting your angry life if you don't want feedback. Myspace doesn't ruin lives it just helps the dumb people see what the hell is really going on behind hidden comments, and a boyfriends inbox; Besides if you don't like it why post 2402204-0-042498 bulletins a day saying "comment my pics!" ? or "show me love", the real reason you don't like it is because 2 weeks later your still at three picture comments, and havent gotten a myspace comment in over 2 months & shit.
So stop saying it ruin's lives- Mine is just fine :]

Myspace.com/TiinyDesii



Holler at me on Saturday- I gotta pack.

Fatal Attraction,

I feel like so many girls see a good looking guy and strive for his attention, I was watching baldwin hills and the way girls are when it comes to "they man" is extremely pathetic.
If you have to fight for him; He isn't worth it.

I think I have the mindset I have when it comes to guys because I grew up around them, I know how they think and act... Its not to say their necessarily dogs but they're pretty grusome and coldhearted- girls need to learn to be the same way.

too much estrogen sucks.


Learn when to put your guard down, and learn to seperate the real from the fake.
Or youll just keep getting played like a fool.

What makes Desire

Just scratching the surface here-

I'm opinionated, and cocky.
I don't like people- but I love talking to them. I have an attitude larger then the universe and I am easily annoyed by biters. I have a couple ride or die chicks; Other than that i do not associate myself with females- too much estrogen is also annoying. I like being single because I am a huge flirt, and I adore the comfort of being able to do me. But I also like being notice by a certain somebody, and the warmth of one next to me that I have a special liking for. Im not all bitchy and mean though- I am actually a heep of fun to be around- see for yourself. I am terribly random and I will shock you with every move I make, Im brutally honest and I enjoy shitting on people that are wrong. I need my daily fix of Jay-Z, hotfries, Pink lemonade, devil dogs, and an amp energy drink. My brain runs different from others mind... I think differently, act differently, and talk differently and best believe it is recognized. My two younger sisters are my life, And i loved sneakers and hiphop at a point until the hype became bigger then itself.


I like hot pockets, thunder & lightning, rollercoasters, & money.
I dislike people, colorful sneakers, hoodrats, and mcdonald's fries.


I am,
Beautiful
Flirtatious
Gangster
Bitchy
Funny
Sarcastc
spoiled =/
large appetited
open minded
opinionated
My own person
and, very very very addicting.


I can bet my life on this,
One you exchange words with me I am impossible to forget, impossible to replace, & you will be amazed.


I am everything your not, & you harbor a secret hatred because of that.

Trust me, if your not outraged by now your not paying attention.

True life: I'm a compulsive shopper.

I quit my job, But Ive went shopping almost everyday this week.



"/ I think I have an issue on my hands, I got 5 shirts from the mall- for no reason.
but their pretty =], and I got sandels, a body pillow, and a jacket today, and my parents got a plasma television
how do i manage to shop every other day? Beats me.


But im hungry, and Ive been arguen all day about me not being spoiled.


I GET WHAT I WANT WHEN I SAY I WANT IT.
... Thats not spoiled, Its a compromise between my parents, I say I want it they say no I say I need it they say why and i say Because I want it, & they give in- Its a compromise to keep me happy :]

I was in the bronx again today, and they were giving out free fried chicken samplers in the street my friend whose a veggie had a fit it was hilarious.

I like looking good, but I hate going outside and getting harrassed by every testosterone infested being walking down the street- My boy calls me the neck breaker>=]


going out tonight- time to get ready.

PEACEEE.

Damn Mosquitos

I have the meanest mosquito bites on my damn foot.

AND I HAVE A FOOT PHOBIA (go figure i love sneakers)



........It itches and I wanna cut off my foot and get a damn glass of water but apparently I'd be footless if I was to do that "/

I want breakfast, I've come to realize that i have an exponentially large appetite for my size, I had a craving for devil dogs yesterday, I ate like a whole box- of course thats not the only thing i ate we'd be here all day if i was to name everything I ate yesterday; I sat on my ass all day bored out of my mind so you can only imagine how empty my kitchen is -_-
Maybe when im older i should buy a studio apartment, that way my kitchen is in my room and I wouldn't have to walk very far to get to it... Just a random thought.

Well, I'm guna do scrape the kitchen dry now.
... Maybe even go with my mom food shopping, even though she goes to shoprite-
AKA my old job from hell that I quit from about 3 weeks ago O_O!!!
*scary music* wish me luck. "/

Kicks, Chicks, Chicken soup.

I hate the trends and fads.

I love sneakers- But ever sinse the world found it cool to wear sneakers, & found it cute to have the title 'sneakerhead' sneakers lost their whole "OOOOO, AHHH, WOWWW"
Like I went to garden state plaza last saturday, went into every sneaker store there; & walked right out of every single one..EMPTY HANDED [not even a pair of damn socks]
...SMH.



Everything has like a billion colors, & people that can't dress wear every single color found on the damn shoe; Like noo what the hell do you think your doing?!

Maybe its just me, and take fashion too serious; But when it comes to trends and the latest fads- The hood knows how to destroy it and make you wanna burn everything you ever bought related to that trend. Like suspenders, I love new york shirts, Kanye West shades- THAT ONLY HE LOOKS GOOD IN, High waisted pants, The whole 80's baby crap- when half of them were born in the 90's, or 89 which doesn't count 'cus you were born at the end of the damn decade. COLORED PANTS- by far the worst fad to ever hit the streets, I wore them in second grade and even then I was embarrassed to wear them. (Ima senior in highschool now) People take the trend way too seriously.... AND THEY LOOK BAD DOING IT.

Imitation is suicide... SERIOUSLY.
& if your going to join the crowd- Please do it right, don't make the whole crowd look foolish.

But whatever.

Class of oh-nine

I got my senior pictures today. I think they came out beautiful.
Ofcorse i used my phone to take a picture of the picture so they look better in person- But still.



Highschool quotes anybody?

[1]
High school: The mouse race to prepare you for the rat race.

[2]
Beginnings are scary, endings are usually sad; it's what you do in between that counts the most.

[3]
I'll Remember the laughter as we go our seperate ways, but there's so much we're learning and we can not be afraid. There's a world outside our door and nothing in our way. But if it's not what we're both looking for we'll meet again someday

[4]
The problem isnt finding out where you are gonna go-its figuring out what you are gonna do once you get there.

[5]
An education isn't how much you have committed to memory, or even how much you know. It's being able to differentiate between what you do know and what you don't.

[6]
The difference between school and life?
In school your taught a lesson; then given a test.
In life your given a test; then taught a lesson.

[7]
Education is the progressive discovery of our own ignorance.

[8]
Growing old is mandatory- Growing up is optional.

[9]
The most violent element in society is ignorance.

[10]
Nearly all men can stand adversity,
but if you want to test a mans true character; Give him power.

[11]
Educations purpose is to replace an empty mind with an open one.

[12]
If you don't stand for something; you will fall for anything.



The high school chapter in my life is almost done.
Im on honor roll, Im done with regents, and ready to face senior year.

My hero/ My heroine.

When it comes to an idol I have one word for you JAY Z
My definition of a hero would be this man.
Its everything he's done, everything he's about, and everything he's struggled for that makes me idolize his very being on earth, From the bottom of the pot to the top of the sky... He is my living proof that you don't have to be born with a bank account to succeed.
I will not loose; just four simple words compiled together with a stronger meaning then a mind can ever imagine.
Ive listened to his music when Ive hit rock bottom; & he may not know it but it is his very vocal, lyrical, confident skills that help me break threw a time in my life where I felt low, cheap, & worthless.
4 years, 3 platinum albums, & 3 years of high school later I am the strong willed- opinionated, outgoing, fashionable, indifferent girl that I feel his inspiration help me to be.
... Ive probably always had that inside of me- But his music just help me bring it out.
My addiction is his music
My idol is him, himself
My swag is inspired from him.
My hero, is my heroine.