Letter of motivation.

Why would you do this to me?

Why would you put me in a place where I feel I need you to feel complete?

Why treat me like just another girl, when I've done so much more to make you aware your not just another guy?

You've took so much more then was given in this relationship and I let you get away with it, nd for that very reason I can find it in my heart to forgive you but I cannot find it to forget what you've done to me.

Every lie thrown at me was a dagger of reality, it taught me to be independent, and aware, independent as to where I am now my own happiness and aware of the selfish people much like yourself out there just after the joy of seeing my breakdown.

You did not take the best of me, you just barely scratched the surface, and just as every scar,

I will heal.

The difference between you and me is, I will see your name, and smile upon the good times and growth sinse you've been gone- you will see my name and die a little inside because you lost me.

You will come running back to me,But these arms that you took advantage of is no longer open for your own satisfaction.

Every girl from hear on out will just be a reminder that you lost the best thing to happend to you, and the fact that I will be happy will haunt you in your sleep. Be clear you did not break me you don't have enough power on my life to break me, I broke myself. I let someone else control my happiness setting myself up for the heartbreak to come-

And now; Nobody could break me, nobody can damage me, and best of all I cannot hurt myself no longer. I've had that moment of weakness,

-That moment where I needed to walk alone just to remind myself that I could. I found it so hard to find the courage to do this, because for some reason I saw the past better then it actually was, the present worse then it actually is, and a future without you less resolved then it will be. And after this all I can say is...

Thank you for breaking me, thank you for making me feel low and worthless, thank you for those lies, thank you for reminding me that my friends were right about you,You've taught me how to love myself without searching for the love of somebody else and for that, Thank you for creating somebody who is unbreakable.

Love always,

Desire.